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bday surprises.

2007-09-09T17:06:00.001+03:00

its been a looong time since i blogged.

today's post is for some special ppl in my life. =)

Anqi -
yep its funny how we've know each other for so many yrs, its only tis yr tt we really knew each other and sincerely celebrated each other's bdae. of cuz better late then never rite? =) im really fortunate and grateful to hav such a great fren lke u, always there, kind and understanding, blur and bimbotic, you bring colours to my life, i.e. pink. ( yea, u make me a bimbo too. lol) i hope our frenship wil last even after we grad, hopefully by then we only hav to fight w fabian for ur precious time, and competitors like econs tuition, chem tuition, math tuition will all fly out of the window. hahaha. or by then wil sticky stil b in the picture? lol.

Limei -
our frenship has seen many ups and downs, laughter and anger, smiles and displeasure. but we often kp quiet abt our unhappiness at each other and i guess thats also what made the frenship work. we may not be the type who always go mug tgtr, who often have meals tgtr, and sometimes we become preoccupied with other friends, but i do treasure this friendship because of the joy it does bring. u hav been there for me, and i am grateful. and i will b there for u too. =)

Mingjie -
ahh. what can i say? surprise of all surprises. if ppl told me at the start of 2006 that i would become best friends with mj by 2007, i would have said it was impossible. but yet it is true, u have become one of my closest friends and i m definitely grateful for this newfound friendship. mugging mate, dinner mate, teammate and ntu hostel mate all in one package, and its all thanks to the same pe slot. its been great knowing you, seeing you laugh non-stop abt 5566's Sun Xie Zhi and Wang Ren Fu's laughable 6pac and end up choking on your own water and spitting it on the floor at Sengkang Community Club on 08/09/07. haaa. i really do hope our friendship lasts. =)

Pearl -
now dont be jealous, i did this all by alphabetical order, not because i like u least tts y ur last. haa. my very 1st best friend in vjc, its funny how we managed to click so quickly and becoming such great friends. yea i know we kinda drifted, esp now when you LOVVVE drinking HL milk, but ah, cant be helped. im stil here for you, and no matter the distance or how long the silence, we're stil BFF. =) u didnt just bring color to my life, but you brought along one huge letter B : Bimbotism. now im ending up just like you and anqi, sighh.

BIG THANK YOU to the 4 of you, for taking time out to surprise me at my hse for my bdae even thou your are facing the death sentence tml. lol. very touched and i really appreciate it. im very grateful for having such great teammates and friends. all the best for prelims babes. =)

and of course, anr grp of special ppl, my laopo, my laogong and weiping.

thanks so much for spending so much money for my bdae, and getting me my fav mp3 althou i asked for it. hahaha. i know theres hardly any chance of your readin this but i jus wana say thank you. =)

the end of seasons.

2007-05-19T05:54:00.000+03:00

seasons ended on mon. 3rd-4th placing. we got 4th. i felt that i gave my best n i played well for the semi-sand 3rd 4th, so the only regret that i have from this season is that i wud nv know if i wud have been a gd main spiker. but no matter wad we got, i m stil v glad to have been part of this team. its e best team i cud ever have, n i have really enjoyed the times we spent tgtr, esp the 3 entire team dinner outings. im glad for the friendships that were forged thru the sport; even thou some of the best friendships forged late, lke only at the start of this yr, i'm thankful that at least we came tgtr. if only we cud have anr chance to fight into the finals agn nex yr w this same team, im sure we can achieve our dreams.
thanks girls, for giving me the memories and the friendships. i love vjc vball a girls 2007! =D

Protege

2007-02-21T12:25:00.000+02:00

watched Protege after x-country today.

it was SUPERB.

lke seriously. its a movie u dont wana miss.

its not jus e plot, its the suspense n the truthfully displayed facts of life.

it may even seem like a thriller smtms, but it has its moments of humour too. the scene wen the jerk cop's hand was hammered broken? awesome. dont get me wrong, im not sadistic. but if u watched it, u'l urdstd y i feel the jerk deserves it.

of cuz, if u tink tat its gona b hunk overload; from andy lau, DANIEL WU, and louis koo, ur wrong. yea they all looked dashin n cool on e huge posters, but in e movie, andy lau was oldddd, louis koo was scum. serious, not jus his character, but he looked tat too. daniel wu was as usual, hot. i was real worried abt wh path he'l take, whether he'l survive or not. im not revealing ath, u gota watch n find out for urself. but its definitely worth watching. =)

n who knows, if u catch Protege at PS, u may even chance upon a nutcase who ogles at, then comments on ur thighs. he loves da tui-s. "hen mei!"

wu zun.

2007-02-20T16:21:00.000+02:00

my gawd. my GAWD. MY GAWWWDDDDD!!!!

new love: WU ZUN.

hahaha. i jus watched the 7pm show on cha u today.shao nian shao nu i tink. wu zun is drop dead gorgeous. tall, shuai, FIT. nice bod man. hahaha.

as the sayin goes, ai wu ji wu.

therefore, i love farenheit too. hahaha. but of cuz, their dancin sure lose too KONE. actu i'l rather they dun dance at all. jus pales in comparison. hehh. dun get me wrong. im not abandoning KONE.

they're stil my fav chi band. i stil love KIDO too! but wu zun is jus too hot to resist. hahaha.

2007-02-15T06:57:00.000+02:00

hi everyone im back. it has been tat long huh, my entry. lol.
much has happened. things in class have chged, in vball have chged, at work have chged, and at home have chged.

JJ has left for Australia alr, just 2 days ago. i didnt go send him off. i wanted to, but my trnn was at KA, n there were stil e vday prex to b done. v bad, i noe, but cant be helped. but im glad for the memories he left us with, esp all e great times we had from pw. G.A.P was fantastic and will never be forgotten, along with his weak, wobbly knees.
All the best JJ. take gd care.

have i mentioned that im now the libero? i tink i did. and coach has praised me twice abt me playin well, n im a 'not bad' libero. i was so emo wen he said tat to me after the frenly w anderson sec last wk. he's not e type who praises u in front of u, but tat day he did, althou he was hitting me on e head w a bottle while sayin it, it stil meant alot. i stil dun tink im a gd libero, but i noe my teammates believe in me, and i want to be the best libero i can be. i want to be in the finals this yr, i want to win.
also, im so glad that the yr2s are quite bonded now. this yr, cuz of gym, ive grown much closer w mingjie, albeit misurdstdings in e past. im great w anqi now too, and im really v glad for this. now, we can mug tgtr, shop tgtr, majong tgtr, gym tgtr, train tgtr, cry tgtr, laugh tgtr. i love u girls. =) n not forgetting our juniors, they're a great bunch, funny and nice, i dun feel the dist lke i used to towards e yr3s. n im glad sheila is stayin. this team has alr been training tgtr all this while, it wud nv b e same agn if someone left now.

at work.
so many servers have left. the schedule is pathertic now. the only names u c r : Jacqueline, Sharon, Weiping, Huiyu, Nabilah, Vicky. yeai tink tats abt all. Sha quit, i tink cuz he was unhappy w his workload. i tink its not worth it to quit ur job instead of talking things thru w ur manager. i believe in talking thru problems, not gg ard them. Kenneth also left, he's flying back to Aust tml i tink, i'l miss him. the cute 23 yr old guy who once had his burger floating in water on the plate. ha. rmbr tat day kenneth? i feel sad for u after readin ur blog, but i believe as time pass, u'l get over it. den wen ur back finally, u'l meet ur Miss Right. =)

my grandma passed away on 8th Jan 2007. yes, its been some time alr, but i stil feel e pain and the emptiness inside. smtms it stil seems unreal, tat wen i go to my uncle's hse at boon keng, i wont c my grandma sitting at her usual chair, or lying on her bed anymore. i can laugh and joke w frenz, but wen im alone sitting on e bus, tinking, i wana cry. i really wan to. i stil miss her so much. i survive only by not tinking abit it. if i dwell upon it each time i tink of my grandma, i'l b cryin everyday. smtms i feel afraid. of losin my mum. i've been thru the pain of losin my grandma, i cant believe wad it'l b lke wen my mum leaves me too. i noe its too early to b tinkin abt such stuff but i cant help it.

2007-01-01T07:49:00.000+02:00

its the start of a new yr, so i guess i shud finally update my blog. lol. stil cant believe 2006 flew by so fast. its our As tis yr alrdy. =x

i've quite alot to update.

vball 1st.
im no longer a spiker. coach swopped me over to play libero. the position that only receives balls. cant say i hate tis chg, cuz it gives me a chance to play still, but i gota say i miss spiking, miss dropping balls and earning pts. n i noe im mean 4 sayin tis, but i hope serina doesnt come. if not, im gona be a reserve. n tat wud suck. big time.
i tink our team tis yr is strong, really hope we'l get into finals tis yr.
n to hell w e boys. i tink they're lousy. stupid cap of theirs owaes taking advantage of us.

how i spent my xmas n new yr eves?
working. yes. tat sad. ha. actu oso cuz my manager nds stuff la, see him so cham n being such a gd manager oso, i dont mind working for him. i lke working at Mad Jack's Cafe, Jalan Kayu, anw. much beta den at Duke's Rd. i feel so at home here. =) found some real nice n funny frenz who can work. not some guys who r fun to b w, jokin n laughin, but u wana knock ur head agst e wall wen u work w them.

i bought a new hp. =D sony ericsson Z610I. the blue one. my sis got e pink one but she freaking dropped it into the toilet bowl within 2 wks. gone w e wind.

pj.
ur xmas prex is w me.
ur paycheck is w me.
ur boyfren's paycheck is oso w me.
so wen on earth do u wana meet me?
lol. got bf liao lidat one la. ha.

oh n theres sth i wana tel my frenz, esp PEARL.
the infatuation w OXXX is over, lol.
chinghui msged me ytd ntie telling me she saw him at duno wher. lol.
pearl is forver tellin me he said tis he said tat, we r doing tis we r doing tat. lol.
but stil, thanks for e thought. haa.

happy new yr everyone, good luck for As, enjoy ur 1st 3 mths, happy trnn tgtr, n cya on 3rd jan. =)

work as a cashier

2006-11-19T08:01:00.000+02:00

i love being a cashier. thats the truth. im very happy and glad that walton, my manager, trained me as cashier. this past 3 days, he will let me be cashier at the beginning. but whenever the queue becomes long, big crowd, he will take over as cashier. okay ignore my hurt feelings, but how am i going to be able to learn how to handle big crowds if each time the queue is long, u'l take over? and its not like im very slow, i tink i can do it, but if you nv give me the chance, how will i noe myself if i can do it or not? or mayb i AM slow, ur too nice to tel me that, thats why you'l just say nicely, come, i take over. i dono, but i needed to get it off my chest, so i msged my manager ytd nite. i jus told him how i felt and also thank him for being urdstding and not scolding even when i make mistakes. dont get me wrong, he IS a good manager, mayb im just not a gd enough cashier.

ocip, work, majong

2006-11-15T16:01:00.000+02:00

okay its been a long time since i blogged.
much has happened.

PW is over. haha lag, yes, i noe. shud b okay i guess.

OCIP is also taking up alot of my time now. with all the meetings. im so glad im not in Prog. they hav lke so much stuff to do. i know my prog grouping already. quite okay. the 5 of us from our class got separated la. =x
and im doing tongue twisters for the concert. with jiaqing.

yea talkin about jiaqing.
MAJONG FEVER!
hahaha. ytd was pearl's bdae. after trnn, went her hse majong. haha. ordered pizza delivery. today OCIP ended early. call her to majong agn. lol. in e end pj, jiaqing pearl n me went pearl's hse to play. i lost agn. lol. but it was fun la. haha. jiaqing and mingjie sat at e same seat both days, and they both won. lol.

i lke being a cashier. of course there's also the fact that the manager is kind of lke an eyecandy. the young one that is. the old one is fat and married. lol. but they're all nice ppl. its the boss that sucks. yea. hopefully no new cashier is trained while im gone for OCIP. den wen im back i can still be cashier. hehhs.

know junli beta

2006-10-29T07:16:00.000+02:00

ytd went to zilu's hse after the university panel discussion. b4 tat we went for lunch, the 6 of us plus simin, junli, minsi and sihan. gossipped along the way, the went Z's hse. supposed to get started str on pw, but all of us wanted to slp. lol. in e end we played bridge, and had alot of fun. honestly, pw really let us know each other better. pw definitely brought me n z closer, and i also know junli n simin beta now. i tink the germany and tutorial gang really can get along de, me n junli gossipped non stop on the bus. ha. well not just gossip, we talked also. we shud get out more. hmm.

not much to blog abt la, no sch, so nth much has been happening. but PJ! stupid girl say want go pool that long ago monday, den until now nv contact me! got bf dun wan me le la. good..

n i also haven meet up w jingwen yet. must meet soon!

trnn.. main team nex yr..?

2006-10-12T11:20:00.000+03:00

okay finally an update. promos over lke nearly a wk already. had my 2nd trnn after promos this morning. kinda worried. the j1s positions all seem to be nan bao. yuwen and sheena will appeal in, mingen, caroline and anr gal can come in on their own. wh means only 1 main spike position left for pearl, me or mingen. blocker oso left 1 position for mingjie, anqi or katherine who is coming in thru dsa nex yr. limei jus joined us, and she's already trnn for setter today, her 1st trnn with coach ard. how lucky. sighs. her main spot seems to b certain already. n finally, subset position will b caroline.. unless coach wil train me and i'l fight with her for it..
i was tinkin on e bus..i tink e only way e 5 of us will b happy is tat all 5 j1s plus yuwen n sheena get into main team nex yr.. which means one of us has to be libero. imagine, pearl n yuwen, sheena n anqi, limei and mingjie, n me libero, all of us will get to play..of cuz im nt sayin im gd enuf to b libero jus tat pearl is beta den me for main spike. if only coach wil do this.

n i tink my life is quite boring. durin these few days of break, i jus stay home to maple and watch mr fightin, if not i go sch for trnn or pw. i hardly go out w frenz.. but i oso dun feel tat urge to go out too. bleahs. sch's startin..which means we'l start to get busy for ocip agn. im jus glad to b back playin vb..haha currently, anderson is dominating vjc vb girls team. lol.

bdae celes

2006-09-14T15:08:00.000+03:00

okay i dont have much time to blog, been so busy with ocip and promos and gg to hosp.

anws i jus wana say a big THANK YOU to each and everyone who remembered my bdae. =D

thanks, to everyone who msged me.

thanks, to my angel, for e dark choc and the cute squrriel. =D

thanks, to pearl, anqi, mingjie, amanda n feli, who had dinner with me on thur to celebrate my bdae. had a great time.

thanks, to pj n jingwen for planning the surprise for my bdae, which i very effectively spoiled.

thanks, to waiching, JIAYUN, lisabelle, chinghui n zilu, for doing such a huge bdae card for me. i love it. esp the 3 colours. hahaha. i noe jiayun did alot of e card. thanks also, for getting e bdae cake b4 e hols.

thanks, finally, to pj, e vballers n jing wen for ur presents, which I HAVE YET TO RECEIVE!

haha. kiddin. but still, thanks a million.

i love you guys loads!

and i love my grandma most.

my name in The 'L' Factor blog

2006-09-05T16:50:00.000+03:00

i feel the stress. like seriously. its only the 2nd day and i already feel like there's so much stuff for me to do. i have to talk to house com, pa crew to settle the song dedication system. tml gg PP to buy stuff. likE from SENG KANG to PARKWAY PARADE. -_-
sigh the song dedication system alone is stressing me out.

but theres sth im happy abt. my name in The 'L' Factor blog! haa. sorry la but its like my 1st time in such a leadership role and im lke qt happy to c my name there. hee. but my name wun b there 4 nth, i'l do my job well, i promise.

OCIP, ahma.

2006-09-04T16:30:00.000+03:00

i have so much stuff to blog abt. my arm, ocip and my grandma.

My arm.
i injured my arm. it was on family3 day, 2nd sept. 4plus, we were playin vb in e hall. it was lke pure bad luck, cuz b4 joinin e gals to play, i stil told them to move away cuz there was a puddle of water at e side of e hall. after tat, we played halfway. the ball rolled to e side of e hall n i ran after it. wanting to kick it back, i slipped on e water instead and flew. ya. my left thigh cum hip landed 1st, followed by my left elbow and head. the pain was lke killing me. n the worst thing was, while i was lying there in pain, i heard them LAUGHING OUT LOUD. i know its not their fault, but the feeling still sucked. i know if it was me, yea my 1st rxn wud b to laugh too, cuz no one wud hav tot tat it was a real accident. so yea. went to sgh for x ray. no fractures at this moment, but e doc said there may b some other kind of fractures tat will appear only 2-3 wks later. so i'l have to do a follow-up appointment. now, i cant bend or straighten fully cuz it hurts. i cant even tie my own hair for goodness sake. -_-
well i did pray to Him above, to take away my grandma's pains and let me suffer in her place instead. so if this is His way of letting me suffer for my grandma, i m more than willing to, so long as my grandma can pass this ordeal.

OCIP.
today was like a orientation camp, we got to know our committee members and other com members and the exco was elected. i ran for exco, hoping to be the student ic or assistant ic. 7 nominees all in all. i wasnt elected. i've got to admit tat i was disappointed. definitely. it was sth i really looked forward to. it was my 1st time making a speech, to get ppl to vote for me. it was a truly great experience for me. i knew my chances of getting this 2 posts were low, cuz, Mr Lim let us organize bonding games, which at the same time gave the whole team of 45 a chance to know us beta, to see how we work. it was during tat show period of time i realised tat, when u have too many leaders trying to lead, things bcum a mess. ppl were lke fighting to have a say, to oversee everything, to explain everything, to do everything. u know they jus totally rob ur chance of trying to do sth to show ur capabilities. so, i'l say tats the unfair part. lke within 1 hr plus 2 hrs, u have to choose ur student ics. but i stil thank God for letting me be part of exco, as Finance Head.

My grandma.
i think she's losing her will to fight. i dont know. we went to her hse after dinner. in her rm, she started to take out a bag of jewellery and said they were for my mum, my dad, even a piece each of my sis and i. she wanted us to take it. of cuz we din want it. her doing such a thing, let me think tat she's losing her will to fight. we refused to take it and she started to take my bag so she can put the jewellery in. i took my bag from her but she came for it, even fighting with me for it. i held on, shaking my head and i cudnt hold back the tears. i was jus on the floor, my grandma standing infront of me, and i was begging her not to do it. she was still so strong, she fought with me for my bag. after tat she sat back on her bed while i just sat there crying, my dad sitting at one side and my sis looking on helplessly. grandma told me to not cry, that she wont die. after tat my aunt came in and told us to just let my grandma do want she wants so that she can put her mind to rest and not worry abt such matters. my grandma told my sis to pass her my bag. my sis did it. after tat i removed my bag from her lap. i told her not to give up, she had the strength to fight for the bag with me, she must get well. she was crying too, but she was holding them back and she said she will. She wants her children and grandchildren too, thats why she's gg to see diff docs. i really dont know if she's saying that to reassure us but she has already given up, or she really stil has the will to fight on. she said that she din dote on the few of us in vain, those that she had looked after more or those she was close to. im glad tat she knows im crying for her, that im sad too. cuz i've nv once told her i loved her or hugged her, and from the events tonite, i believe she noes tat i care and love her. so i know i wun regret it in future if she passes on without me ever expressing my love for her. much later, my aunt said to me that she wudnt noe wad to do if her mum died. she'l b so lost. that goes for me too.

i need a path of hope towards a miracle for my grandma.

celebrate pj's bdae.

2006-08-31T12:55:00.000+03:00

somehow, 46o5 class gatherings sadden me each time. yes, i miss the guys and the great fun we once had, but each time i see him, i'l b filled with mixed feelings. tis is as usual, after every class outing, but also after seeing pj n sze huan today, made me feel.. lonely. i see the fun and ease they had, and i tink of how it was like with me n luke, but i jus dont rmbr much of e happy times we had. i dun rmbr him accepting me for who i was and being gentle, sweet and giving in to me. he was not a gd boyfren. n i on e other hand, stupidly threw away 2 chances. its funny how fate plays with u. its true tat im too busy now, with studies and ccas n commitments to hav anr commitment, but there r times lke tis, on rainy days n durin e hols wher having tat someone is much missed. its gg to be anr bdae tis yr, without much of a celebration. its been so many yrs wher i hoped for tat special someone to celebrate with me, but it has never come true. pj is luckier. much luckier. treat him well yea.

n i oso wonder. have i really forgotten luke? coach said i haven, cuz i stil get agitated wen i talk abt him. isnt it natural under the circumstances? n i do, sometimes tink n compare him with others. or mayb jus bcuz it was my longest rs. no worries my frenz, im fine. jus pensive.

ahma, vb, bdae cele in sch.

2006-08-30T15:25:00.000+03:00

its been afew days since my last entry abt my grandma. im much beta le, thanks to all my frenz who showed concern and support for me. i've learnt to accept it, and be able to separate my personal feelings from other stuff. like they say, gong si fen ming. ha. im not going to let my feelings abt my grandma affect my vb or studies.

my grandma had anr op ytd, to widen her.. oesophagus. is tis how u spell it? i cant rmbr it was in sec 4 bio. but ya, cuz her throat is so constricted tat she cant even swallow saliva, doc at mt. E did e op for her, inflating gas into her stomach at e same time. she's experiencing alot of pains due to the air in her stomach but now she can even eat le. so, tats great. i just hope she's willing to go for chemio. doc say success rate is 60% but she din wan e op. hope our family can chg her mind abt it.

well vb is anr wierd thing. last wk at cedar, i played not too bad, improving. but coach said i will lose out to pearl n e other main spikers coming up nex yr. today, my spiking was much worst then last week, but he said not bad. like ??? he said the exact opposite stuff. but nvm. i'l stil train hard for both positions. 4 hao n subset. =) vjc vball team muz jiayou. we muz get into top 4 nex yr. we will.

n of cuz, how could i not blog abt tis. my class celebrated my bdae for me today! ! haa. okay bimbo i noe but i was really really very surprised. it was totally totally unexpected. n okay la celebrated bdae of viki, huihui and weixin also, but its e thought tat counts! =D when waiching called me ytd nite telling me abt e prob of keeping 3 cakes, e thought crossed my mind tat why did we buy so many cakes. but i just tot cuz many tchrs n e cakes were small so ya. 3 cakes. cuz my bdae is stil so far away, i din expect them to celebrate. n of cuz, when Krishnan gave me the yellow hairband as a "bdae prex", i felt tat it was so bizarre la. lke, its not even my bdae! ha. im so dumb. up till e very last moment wen e candles were already lighted i stil tot it was really for e tchrs. haa. den wen they started singing "happy bdae..." i was at my bag so i walked over n started clappin along oso but had no idea at all abt whose bdae we were celbrating. den when they sang to e 3rd line = 2nd last line of e song, "to sharon.." i was lke stunned. ha really stunned. thanks o6s37!

n most importantly, thanks girls. u noe who u r. =D

ahma.

2006-08-25T15:33:00.000+03:00

so much has been happening to me tis past few days i dont know wher to begin.
been cryin much these days for different reasons.
cried on wed nite abt vb. i wont talk abt it cuz tats not wads stil making me cry.

im losing my grandma.
i regret not spending more time with her, not eating the food she cooked cuz i din lke it.
even if i want to eat it now, i wont get to, and definitely not in the future too.
in e past, i hardly call her to ask if she's doing fine.
i haven give her money from my 1st paycheck yet.
i haven brought my boyfriend home to show her yet.
i only realise how much i love her when im abt to lose her.
im such a lousy granddaughter.
its cancer. doc says she may not last 6 mths.
i dont wana lose her.

my mum called me ytd morn to tel me this, i was so affected, i wen to the toilet to cry after receiving the call. cried when pearl hugged me ytd. i saw how my grandma had difficulty eating today, then my uncle was telling her to fight, whereas she looked resigned to accept her fate, i couldnt control it. wen to the toilet to cry agn. alone. i msged pj on e bus abt it. surprsingly, jules msged me to b strong instead. i din expect pj to tel jules but im glad, knowing that she's there 4 me. i kp crying when i tink abt the days without my grandma. i dont even have a photo of her in my hp. as i heard her talk to my family today, i realised tat i may not get to hear tis familiar voice ever agn n i wana cry. i really cant bear to lose her.
i only hope that she can pass her bdae in nov tis yr.

is there anyway to stop the tears from flowing.

2006-08-19T06:38:00.000+03:00

okay its been some time since i blogged. qt busy cuz of e chg in trnn times. now, we're doin gym on tue, after tat go for trnn til abt 7.15. go for trnn at cedar on wed, trnn in sch on thur and gym on fridays. im hopin tat with e weekly trnns at cedar wil help us alot.

i finally got my O lvl cert. ha. went back anderson ytd. saw e b girls. i'l say tat im disappointed. when they were c girls, i cud c tat they had alot of potential, but ytd, they werent as gd as they cud have been. or mayb its cuz i din get to c them play much. anw, anderson has chged qt alot. e courts are much beta now, they lined it with sth. i duno but e grd's much smoother. after tat i went for dinner with jules, bihui and limei. we had fun, talkin, crappin, being childish. AND taking photos. its embarrassing but i gota admit, i hav a big, round face. lke seriously. all e pics i take, most of them werent nice cuz of e horrible angles.
normal ppl's face is like tis: (^-^)
mine is like this: ( ^ - ^ )
argh.

i also spent abt 40 bucks on tys ytd. bought redspot math and chemistry solutions. i tink they aint bad. well they beta b, cuz i already bought them.

thanks girls, for e great nite ytd. we ought to go out more often, or even beta, jus go jing wen's hse to majong, movie, gossip, eat and slack. ha. yea babe, we missed u ytd cuz u werent there.
oh n i forgot. we saw mr neo. yea potato head as sing hwa used to call him. ha. his son is lke big already. alrite 4yrs old is small but e last time we saw him was when he was stil being carried in his dad's arms, a toddler. mrs neo is pretty, and pregnant agn. i dun wana b rude or mean, but, how can she do it? with... a potato. yea. *squish squish* eeeww. horrible.

2006-08-09T06:43:00.000+03:00

wanted to blog ytd abt trnn but dad was using. well ytd was e 1st ever REAL, PROPER trnn since nationals. yea. cuz cedar b gals n some of e sec 4 gals came. so we finally had more den 6 ppl to play as a team n we had anr opposing team to play with. katherine came too, e DSA girl from dunman high. her skills aint too bad but she's abit of e solo player. smtms she'l try to handle e 2nd ball on her own instead of hitting it up for someone else to do a 3rd hit. n im very happy. cuz i m gettin my touch back. =D im not sayin i spiked very well but was much beta den these recent trnns. im hoping that i can really get back my skills and play like how i played when xiying was away. Yu wen, sheena, caroline and ming en came to play with us too. we really nd yu wen in our team nex yr. woke up aching all over tis morn but v glad cuz it was a great trnn. tml shud b gg KA to train, coach wil be gettin some MIS j2s to play wit us. yea. =)

2006-08-08T05:43:00.000+03:00

eve of national day. supposed to go sch for celebrations. i did wake up. but had a tummyache. wen out of e hse rushed, but tummy wasnt feeling too gd. in e end i came hm. well im beta already. gg sch later for trnn.

life's been good. i bought new shoes. haha. very unexpectedly thou. i din plan on buying new shoes at all. but sat wen for CIP, after tat wen to buy lisabelle's bdae prex. jiayun wen take a look at shoes so i jus walked into e shop lookin ard. den tis pair of shoes caught my eye. cuz of e colors, and e germany flag. haha. yea i bought e converse germany sneakers. love it. =D

i really miss my frenz. pj, jules, jingwen, bihui, deb, singhwa, jiahao, guodong, xuelin, victor, boon, jason, chee, zuojie, tk. alrite i jus miss 4/6 circus. miss e crazy laughter we had. wen i saw xl, boon, j n chee on sat, i wanted to hug them. esp xl. i jus miss them im so envious of their new clazmates at nj. e gals r lucky, havin such great, fun, guys in their claz. why did we hav to separate.

i miss my gals too. in e past, early in e mornin, jw n bihui wud b singing their awful renditions of beautiful songs. den we wud all laugh our heads off. recess wud b anr time wen we jus sit n bitch. now its diff. even wen we meet up, tat kind of ease we once had is nv e same. diff schs, diff frenz, diff topics. i stil love them, but we're jus not e same ppl in e same circumstances we were in a yr back. im envious of jw's frenz in her sch. im envious of pj n jules frenz in their sch. i wud wonder, do they hav new best frenz already? do i stil mean e same to them? sighs. i hate changes in my life. im a boring person. i lke my life to b a constant, unchanging.

GALS I MISS U!

n in case ur r wondering wad abt limei, well, we c each other often enuf in sch, smtms i feel tat our frenship now is stronger den b4. perhaps cuz now tat we're stil in e same sch but diff claz, wen we c each other, we try our best to sit dwn n chat. so i dun miss u limei! cuz i c u nearly everyday. =)

im fine no worries. jus some thoughts of mine.
n of cuz, waiching, jiayun, chinghui, lisabelle and zilu, i never saw ur as ath less den my gd frenz. ur presence in my life has made sch all e more beta to endure, has made life all e more colorful. thank you girls.
lisabelle, ur welcome. hope u lke e prex. =)

enjoy e long hols victorians.
yes, non-victorians, vjc has friday off. =D

guys in vjc? sucks. at least for those few tat i noe.

2006-08-04T12:01:00.000+03:00

well. its true. guys in vjc are not gentlemanly at all. let me stress tat its those few tat i noe. im not sayin all suck. im sayin some.

lets jus talk abt trnn ytd.
only me, anqi and amanda came early. 3 gals struggling to tie a net cuz of limited ppl. some of e guys were jus playin at e side of e hall not helpin at all. why? cuz they were using the outdoor court. not indoor. so they dun hav to help. anqi asked ben if she tied e net correctly. he turned ard, said no and cont playin. is this the type of guys vs cultivates? i can hardly believe it.
n of cuz, CAPTAIN GARY a.k.a THE BOSS had to come n rub salt in my wound. he came to me and said very nicely: are u havin great difficulty tieing the net?
i was stunned.
he cont. v nicely: ur snrs pampered u too much.
yea. i noe. but isit any of ur busines? of cuz i din say tat. i was too shocked.
well of cuz i took my revenge. i am, afterall, sharon teo teng lai.
after tat, while he was trnn outside, i wen to drink water. he started gesturing big actions too me, seeming to b commanding me to do sth. pissed, i jus returned him some big action n went back into e hall.
after a while he came in, durin his break i believe n started pointin to his, big, chest.
me: what??
bigchest: i nd to lock e hall later.
me [talkin as if i were talkin to a 3 yr old kid] : so what u wan?
bigchest: the key.
me, sayin v patiently as i wud to a 3 yr old kid: later can i having trnn now.
den i turned my back on him.
ha. tats attitude in ur face my dear boy.
tink ur chest is big? ur rite. no one can beat u.
tink ur e biggest? ur wrong.
my coach said this n he's very rite.
"only lousy players tink they're damn gd. superb players are humble."
so if the xiong da wu nao de gary stil dun urdstd wad im tryin to say, simple.
2 words.
YOUR LOUSY.

n then. theres JJ. well im too tired to kp abt JJ now, but in short, he sucks. a hyprocrite too. i'l cont my story nex time. gota do pw. man do i love pw.

college day.

2006-07-29T05:31:00.000+03:00

been pretty busy this past wk. gym ending at 6 on mon, trnn ending at 7.15 on tue, temasek seminar ending at 6 on wed, trnn agn on thur, i haven had enuf slp, much less to use e com. ytd had early dismissal cuz of rehearsals for college day n i was let off at 11.30. but tis aftn gota go back for college day. im gettin vjc scholarship anw. =) n yea, was so tired, i wen to slp e moment i was home. slept from abt 4.10 to 8.30. yea i noe wad u tinkin, " wad a pig!". well i wud hav slept til tis moring if my dad din purposely leave my door open to wake me up.

n theres been tis fiasco abt short skirts in vjc. rather victorians wearin short skirts. first it was some p******* member of e public who took photos of us girls in our short skirts n writting a letter of complaint to mrs chan. ok so some of our skirts r short. point taken. we had checks n stuff. as if tat wasnt enuf, tis member of e public, ( at least i tink its e same person) had to contact REPORTERS. on thur mornin, a reporter n a photographer ambushed victorians at the bus stop. how great. we're stars now.

heres e best part of the story, they came back in e aftn for more photos n their reason was: " e photos taken in e morning did not prove e point. "

so OBVIOUSLY, our skirts arent tat short. so jus screw off n mind ur own business. u took photos, pt wasnt proven. so now u shud get lost. but oh no, it wasnt enuf, they came into e sch cpd, took photos of girls standing on e bridge of the tree house. lke r u a moron or wad, u take photos of us from a storey below, OF COURSE OUR SKIRTS WUD LOOK SHORT.
lke wad e heck.

brainless media.

did they even attend college?
i tink not.

pirates of the caribbean: the dead man's chest

2006-07-21T14:33:00.000+03:00

jus went to watch the dead man's chest with jiayun, lisabelle and waiching. quite interesting thou found it abit draggy near the end cuz was already 5.30plus but the story stil wasnt comin to an end! after seeing the ending then i realised that there most prob will b a pirates of the caribbean 3. jiayun cfmed this wit me in the train after tat. there IS gg to b a part 3. next yr. -_- why cant they show all e parts of a trilogy tgtr. as in same release date. so we dun hav to owaes wait for at least half a yr b4 watching e sequel. wen we were buyin the tickets we saw benjamin. benjamin loh from 1st 3 mths. he din c us so waiching called him on his hp. after tat i took e phone from her n was abt to ask ben if he stil rmbred me but he spoke 1st. this was his 1st line to me: eh teng lai! -_- he stil rmbred my full name after 4 mths. all thanks to aik siong. i really miss u guys! aik siong, law, ben n mak. o6s37 aint the same anymore withou u guys.

well hope u guys lke e world cup germany tribute. =D
i love e song.
its so damn cute.
haa.

mid year results

2006-07-17T14:24:00.000+03:00

listening to panic! at the disco - lying is the most fun a girl can have. haha. quite catchy. i lke panic! at the disco. gota buy their album sometime.

got back all my papers today. well GP sucked. from a consistently A grade in english during upper sec, i dropped to an E. 52. moderation was an additional 2 marks, which gave me a 54. o.5 mark would see me jumping to D. din happen. argued with miss chia but lost. couldnt control the sudden surge of emotion, the tears in my eyes. worst when sk asked me how were my grades so far. "E to the power of 4!" i cried, forgetting that my bio was a D, not E, thou anr o.5 mark once agn wud have gave me a C. after tat sudden surge of emotion, i was fine le la. at least gd news was tat i got an A for econs. I was hopeful for such a grade, but din believe it cud come true. got 74.5, which rds up to a 75! haha. was very happy after tat. of cuz i was very happy during math lect too, wen i discovered tat my ruler was longer den jiayun's lower arm. duno wad u call it la, is the portion from ur wrist to ur elbow. so overall results are A, D, E, E, E. cant be helped, im an EEExtraordinary student.

saw some videos of klose during world cup and bremen matches. i love him man. haa. my hunk. lol. i love germany! =D

superband's up later.
bye J3!
i wouldnt mind lucify either.

2006-07-16T16:27:00.000+03:00

gosh finally done wit EoM. okay actu not done yet, stil gota cut out e articles, but counted as quite done. bleahs. super tiring. not even sure my articles can b counted not. ha. saw jing wen aka genevieve's blog toda, abt WC n ppl shud go c. her poems. lol. her link is at my tagboard. =)

actu hav nth much to blog abt la. admire waiching's way of writing abt her days' events in a very.. how do u say. engaging style. v stylish i'l say. haha.

anws, as a follow-up, tk msged me ytd nite askin me if i was stil angry.

i ignored his msg.

lol.

2006-07-15T16:35:00.000+03:00

i duno wth is wrong but so many ppl r doin their best to piss me off today. n they succeeded. worst was tk. so he's an italy fan. fine. so he tinks tat germany sucks. fine. but he had to go on n on abt how gd italy was. he even felt tat bcuz of italy's.. not so fair methods of playin, oh c'on, who m i kiddin, their CHEATING methods of winnin, they deserved e world cup. is tat fair?? gosh. he had to rub it in tat italy beat e germans. well i dun hav ath agst italian fans, dun get me wrong, but even approving their not so right methods? n den rubbin salt saLT n SALT into my wounds, wen i m a die-hard germany fan? gosh get out of my sight. im not talkin to u tk . tats tat. idiot.

i m a germany fan, period.
i m a die-hard germany fan, period.
i m a die-hard klose fan, period.
n finally, i m n wil b, a die-hard anti-italy fan in e world cups to come, PERIOD.

2006-07-14T17:55:00.000+03:00

hahas. thanks waiching! for spendin all e time findin e gd lookin pics of klose, ( wh is very hard, seriously, lol) n puttin everytink tgtr to produce e beautiful template u c now. haha at e very least I tink its beautiful. i love it. haa. thanks waiching!!

yea. new blog. showin my love for germany soccer team. haa. we're nuts abt them.
ballack.
klose.
lahm.
friedrich.
janssen.
borowski.
kehl.
kahn.
lehmann.
podolski.
schsweinsteiger.
klinnsman.

n e list goes on. notice i din put num 19 ( isit 19? ) on top cuz i duno how to spell his name. sneider? sneiger? steigner? haha.beats me. but i love them! =D
i m a very very happy person rite now. hahaha. all thanks to waich.

2006-07-12T04:39:00.000+03:00

lala i love germany